Well, it seems that the worst is over. We believe that we had salmonella poisoning and have narrowed it down to 2 different things. 2 things that I don't plan to eat for a long while!
I also believe that I miscarried. A new start just couldn't make it through 103.2 temps and dehydration.
I read this while I was sick and it was brought up in my mind several times:
Psalm 75:1 We give thanks to You, O God, we give thanks, For Your name is near;
Even though I couldn't see what God was doing this past week or feel like He was near, I had to remind myself that He will NEVER leave us and His "name is near".
In Exodus 34: 6 God says His name and tells of His characteristics. This, too, brings me comfort.
Then the LORD (Yahweh) passed by in front of him and proclaimed, "Yahweh, Yahweh Elohim, compassionate and gracious, slow to anger, and abounding in lovingkindness and truth; who keeps lovingkindness for thousands, who forgives iniquity, transgression and sin...